I can’t write what i want, draw what i want, because people keep telling me that i was being dramatic and alay with my personal expressions. Even though i tried to ignore it and been trying to remind my self that i am allowed to express my emotions in my own way, i can’t write anything that i want and it feels like i am caged.
Even in my own blog, or twitter, or instagram.
And to not be able to express my feelings, literally give me pain inside my chest. Like, pain that you have when you have gerd, or when you can’t breath.
I hate the fact that people have control over my thoughts and emotions only by things they said casually or jokingly.
I hate that i can’t express my feelings anymore in words just because i feel too ashamed and afraid that people will laugh at me.